she's not your recommended xoxo

Pity the fools.

2008-10-05T04:51:00.000-07:00

I love Kim Kardashian :D.

I may be a bitch, but no, I'm a very nice girl/friend or whatever you term me. I have no PHD in common sense and no words can bring me down. I am a pain in the ass. I love T.I. and Russell Brand. :D I love colours and how it evolves around my world. Thanks to the boyfriend who has taught me lotsa things. I love photography too. I just don't have the time to do anything I like. I'm too busy. I love dancing. So my attention tends to go that direction.

I love English, Culture & Art. Just my favourite thing but still, I don't understand WHY DID I EVER TAKE A-MATHS? lol. I have a huge crush on illustrator and even bought a book that cost 1400$. I love Javier Ferrer Vidal. I love his works. I have passion but my time is limited. I love Robin Thicke.

It's funny how human minds work. You tell a thing or two to them, they either take it as a negative point of view rather than being positive. How eccentric people can be. It's common sense. Say for instance, tell an advice, they'll go against it first, then you have to convince why you're right, in the end, 'yeah, you're right'. Not an interesting fact though.

I used to think that I open up too much. Too much, that things went backfired. I would like to apologise for the inconvenience that I had caused to all. Oh by the way; I do suggest that this country needs more psychologist. Chiropractor too. I mean no harm. I've never implied that I am going to ruin someone's business. Sheeesh, a matter of misunderstanding. So please try to rephrase what I've ever said to that certain someone. Being an adult, you should think like an adult at a maturity level and be positive. Just because of an advice, it became a foul statement which you even clearly misunderstood and with those big clouds in your mind, you even had the nerve to even think I am about to ruin your business. I've dealt with something much bigger than whatever you did, and this is not bragging. It's a piece of advice.

I so pity the fools.

you know this, sunshine

2008-09-29T22:58:00.001-07:00

you know what. what? you know this. this? what this? what do you know? what do i know? do i know? know what? what? you know? what do you know? what do i know again? what? you know. i know. we know. know what? you should know, we should know, and you should. know anything? know what? what? what? what? what do you know? we know you know, you know i know, i know you know, you know we know. silly, we don't know anything. EXACTLY. i don't know too. do you know? do i know what? what? do you even know? do i know what? tell me. tell you. tell them. tell me.

SUNSHINE.

word of the day 'ball-buster'
1. A demanding woman who destroys men's confidence
2. A job or situation that is demanding and arduous and punishing

so do you know?

What did I do?

2008-09-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

Yayyy, Alonso won the F1 race. Two of the participants were out, one got crashed and hit against the wall. Hamilton didnt get the first place. Boo. But anyways, I dont know who Im talking about. I simply pick any random names. HAHAHAHHAHAHAA

Im watching the police academy - citizenship on patrol again. I love tackleberry. He's awesome. Watch and you'll know what I'm saying.

Today, it's depressing. I didnt do anything. I had frenchtoasts again. 4 days in a row. Im currently reading my famous five book. Yea, tell me about it. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

I miss my boyfriend too much. :(

With you With you With you.

2008-09-25T22:14:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to Chris Brown - With you feat. Karina Pasian.

Im missing my boyfriend :( LOL, and i was with him for the past three days. SILLY ME. Im so sick that I had to stay home today. I slept more than 8 hours, crazy. Im thinking of what to eat. Im thinking of what to cook for dinner later. :(

Okay, let's get back to my story;. It's sad that I had to see my friends leave, oh wait, my bestfriend. Didnt get to spend time at the last 2 weeks. And I miss her, please buy me shoes. (: HAHAHHAA. Felt alone when she left, and I'm left with Hal. Hal never leaves my side unless he has to. I love you.

Anyways, I celebrated my 1yr 4mths, anniversary with dearest HAL.! :) I love you more and more each day. I cant wait to see youuu. I had fun with Hal's friends too at the beach. Had to stay at wira's place for a night. (: Hal was there tooo. (: I met ummi and yulia and this boy. HAHAHA. lupa ler his name. Overall, they are nice people. I had so many sandfly bites around my leg, and NO, i didnt take picture of it. Maluu kuu. I had to tell Hal cause he knows what to do. I HAD MORE THAN 10 BITES. KERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.!
Hal had to put ORAL-B on it. (: Sweet kan? Tapi sticky. :p

Btw; Congrats to Hazel, who landed a job in the industrial area. (: I felt happy for you. Ko lawa. Hope you enjoy your basketball too. (:
Also, good luck lavv, on you job interview. (: If you dont get it, you've got me. HAHAHA.

Now, I need to decide, fries and cheese or egg with egg with cheese and egg? or veggies? (:
Ciao!

-if i get lost, all i ever need your love to guide me back to your heart.-

SKANK

2008-09-16T08:00:00.000-07:00

you know why i hate skanks?
skanks are narcissists.
skanks are hoes.
skanks wear an ugly pantyhose.

skanks; are skanks.
RANDOM.

Space

2008-09-15T02:36:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I last posted/updated. I've been watching DIRT for the past two weeks to keep me occupied for the time being. Yes, I'm fine and still alive here. (: Been reading updates and all, and I never bother to post any. I just have no any drrrt to share with you.

Just would like to dedicate this para for my parents, HAPPY ADVANCEDD BIRTHDAY, sadly, i wont be here on your birthdays.

To Redza and beloved, congratulation on your engagement. I love the gifts, but there aint no sexxyyyy lingeriee there. :P Joking, love.

So whats new? I was in Bangkok last mth, and the week after I was in Miri on their Hari Merdeka. Yes, I got accepted in Baiduri Bank and declined after that. I've got a better offer. I attend a basketball match that was weeks ago btwn the Jordanians and the Koreans. I was abit emotional though I don't know what are the rules in Basketball. Plain Dumb. After that, I had plain dull weeks but I'm heading Bandar on wednesday to see my dearest. Oh btw; i met Khate the other night at BIA. We wore purples. =) Awww heavens, and no khate, my hair is no cute anymore.

My cousin, Lysa, is leaving soon and also Ann! I'll be seeing you guys on the 23rd. =)

Aww, please if anyone is reading this; do donate your moolah to the 3 poor kids. A cent worth a second of electricity. I bet kids nowadays afford to buy 5$ easi and pay for 8 baju kurungs. Your donation is worth it and highly appreciated.

Venue: Anthony Abell College, Seria 

Date: Tuesday, 16 September 

Time: 1.30pm

Read more; http://kbhappening.blogspot.com/2008/09/from-heart.html

yikes

2008-08-14T04:51:00.000-07:00

yikes. i didnt realise i locked my cbox. and yes, im back and im not thrilled to write any post today.

anyways, i was away for few days, i was with hal, the chong's sisters and aimi on a different day!! :D i was supposed to do my leaving certs and it's troublesome to go here and there. so i didnt get to do it. i had a new pair of heels by C&K. thank you dearest.!! i watched little miss sunshine which is very minimalistic?? hehehe. i cant really remember what i did for the past few days as there were too many events that i attend to.

back at home; my mom turned herself into monster. don't ask why. it's so typical of her.

i cant wait to see my dearest very soon, and we might be attending the rafting classic, i suppose. will take pictures if i have the mood. was stunned that christina millian and gil were here in BRUNEI. dangg. the money and the snobs.

i can't wait to go abroad as my dislike for being in this land has accumulate so much.
ps: i love you hal.

world of frustration

2008-08-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

i hate pretending. i hate being sad. i am sad today. things like these, i can't turn back time. i wanna go back to school. i never wanted to quit school at such a young age. i didn't show my frustration, sadness and anger towards anyone, but just the tone. i dont want people to see me like i'm just an empty dumpty. i was lazy, i was young, these are mistakes i regret that i even just let it be.

i did change. i tried. but look where it got me. here. my own living hell.

my 51th post

2008-08-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

finally, the waiting is ober. im officially a college drop-out. :) thank you to all my lovely friends for being supportive and thank you dearest hal, for my lovely look alike kardashion heels. :)

i love hal; thank youu for being the nicest guy on earth + sweetest. you made my day everyday. :)
im listening to indecent obsession! :)

dear bella and the sisters from another motha; im gna miss you guysss! :'( it has been a pleasant stay at our little house; gonna miss the 'i-need-to-flush-properly-or-else-the-shit-doesnt-go-down-the-drain' toilet. and our super cold room. our messy room; our disorganized closet. the studytable that has drawers with loose handles. hahahaha. :( im gonna miss you guys. btw; i saw that dickhead si benitis martin ah chibai. same sirname. the next time i see him; ill make sure ill slap his face for you.

dear hal; again. i miss you terriblyy. :) be a good boy. don't do what i don't do. oh tell babu; keep quiet bu. we're in a cult movement. the che guevera movement. chalie babu. adakah patut, she thinks we worship him. lol. babu.
i love you hal. so muchh.

Dear Lucky Diaryy

2008-08-03T20:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Boyfriend; I shall see you tomorrow. I love you. Now I'm off to Lunchieeee. Can't wait to seee youuuuuuu smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.! We can play basketball? hehehee. I hope you like the card and the DVD. I shall bring two more DVDs for youu.!!! :D frenchhieesss.!
xoxo, rachell loves youu so much

i love youuuuuu

2008-08-03T18:39:00.000-07:00

I dont have any nice photos or pictures at the mo but this is the nicest so far.
we danced to daddy yankee - from el cartel album. :D screw you other dancers.
oh yea; btw; I was so pissed off on saturday afternoon. My sister, the boyfriend and I went to PHOENIX salon, KB.. The plan was to get mani/pedi done and hair done as well. So there were lots of customers, we had to wait for a while. I was called later for hair wash, the shampoo girl is just too rough when she scratch my head; felt my scalps were about to peel off in just a sec or my hair was to fall within a sec too. IT'S PAINFUL!!!

Trust me, i used to be a haidresser, so I know all the works in a salon.

Then, told her to just massage my head which doesn't make me feel relax at all. The reason to why women come to a beauty parlour or a salon, it's because they want to be pretty and get the best services provided by the Salon. Anyways, back to my story, she rinse my hair after the shampoo part and she put a lot of conditioner around my head. NO, you/hairdressers are not suppose to put conditioner around ur head or all around your hair, because conditioner is meant to avoid split ends or dry hair at the bottom. So talur, that I had to tell her not to put around my hair because it shouldnt be that way and i have oily scalp which i told her earlier on. She was abit mad when i told her that when she rinse off the conditioner, she splashed the water at my face. BAYIEEE.

My sister had the same experience on that day. She had to bear the pain and the hairdresser doesnt know how do hair partings, how bad is that. My sister has this slight bald patches in the middle due to hair straightening in Maggie salon, KB. Again, back to my part, the hairdresser didnt tell me to wait, and I just wait at my seat for about half and hour, no one even bothered. The Salon had bad management, seriously.

Now, the Boyfriend part. He went there cause I had to ask him to cut his hair, it's a wee bit long. So, he asked nicely if he could get his kind of haircut which he sort of explain to the barber. So this barber asked the gay barber, and he said this; bagitahu dia, tidak boleh. SO PALUIIIII. Gay barber could have just tell my Boyfriend nicely that they aren't sure of what he's askin for or admit they don't know how to. BAD COMMUNICATION SKILLS.

So putang ina. :D

My part hasn't complete yet; SO AFTER WAITING FOR 30MINS; i pull my towel away and told them; i want to pay for the bad services they gave me. You should have seen the faces they gave. Bidaaa ani wahh. My sister told me they paid too much attention on this girl who's all the  way from somewhere just because she's rich and classy. Fuck that.!

Btw; Hassnal even agreed with me about their bad services.

Now, Now, Now, At the Dinner, the Dancers and the Performers were only give FRIED RICE. dangggg. We gave free performance and that's the best you could give to us. Not only that, hot water was given to us which smells. EUWWWW.

The hairdresser is there at the dinner. Mom said she is known for her rebellious act in her yester years. Thank God, she aint my mommy's friend.

Come to me; and I shall recommend better salons around in Brunei. :D
no PHOENIX, you FAILED. get me?

rachey;s amazing day

2008-08-01T10:54:00.000-07:00

It has been an amazing year and a month, a week and a day. I met an amazing hearthrobbing down to earth guy named, Hal. I met him couple times before but never bother to care because I dont know him until that day. It was an awkward moment for me because sometimes I take ages to be friendly that depends on my mood. *ggiggles* He is the nicest guy I've known because we share alot in common. for example, we love flipflops, we love doublecheeseburger, we love fashion, we have the same friends and foes and the list goes on. TA-DA, it was love at first sight, ohh noo, more like the second sighht, that's when we get closer. CLOSUREEEEE. :D lol. I even thought I had a huge crush on him that's it. I'm so wrongggg. I love him. Very muchh. :) I don't wanna tell what had happened in between, but it's all good. I have him now by my side. I'm so in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D with youu with youu with youu

three in the morning

2008-07-30T11:53:00.000-07:00

IMISSYOU. NI NAH BANGLA KU.
IMISSYOUMORETHANANYTHING. MY AIR, MY BREATHER.
my sunshine after the rain.
i want icypole pleasee. icypole from jolibee.

this is when lala and I tipsy. miss those days, xx

morning; everyoneeeee. *giggles*

it's 6mins to 3am. i had dancing prac at arnd 8 after i woke up from my an hour nap. then my cousin came. then i went out with phel and my sis. then we prac the whole routine. shhh. :S and we went to KAIZEN, im like 'danngggggg, and ask the both of em, enough or not my money to pay for all the food balik balik, coz i very worry we have to wash things in the kitchen. thank god 24.90$ onlyyyyyyy.

in the mornin i was so grumpy. i slept at lysa's place. we're supposed to wake up at abt 7ish to eat breakfast with tha daddy at 8am. ptttfff. nyaman tidurr kuu. HAHHAHAHA. im sickkkk. left tha house at abt 10ish and ate at universal cafe, my day was pretty much okay. it wasnt that dull.

i rushed to church and here we go again, the dinki dis'. only hal understands :D the lairs kept ear-bashing us. awuu, nantitah i go there and shoot the kangs. they think they've got tickets of themselves. Later on, Ann, Phel and I went to soon lee to get snacks. laparrr. :( we didnt take picture but i have this to show it to you guys. bte; thanks ann for the treat.

guess who? HEHEHEHE.

BTW; HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYSA.
:D i love you. don't you just love me? hehe.
I HAD FUN WITH YOU LASTNIGHT AT THE DINNER AND THEN I WENT TO SLEEP.

here are pictures without lysa's cake.

thanks lysa for the lovely dinner. :D i love you to bits.

before i say my hooroo, i want to post this up.

only babyhal, lysababe and phelimon say my hair bery lawa.
last words; spank his apricots, ladies. ;)
hooorrrrooooo

Cupcakes on the runn

2008-07-29T01:11:00.001-07:00

LALALALALALALALA. CUPPYCAKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. lol

so i was bored, i got up early and stay in bed for hours. MALASSSSSS. i was in my stumbleupon mode and I decided to bake cupcakes :D recipeeess are from everyywhereeeee but I've decided to buy the DIY ready ingredients. NYAHAHA.

so MY FIRST ATTEMPT which i called it the 'Half the Size, Cuppcakes.'

FYI, im so not into bakingggg and i dont cook. :)

my second attempt; FULL SIZE CUPPCAKES.

MY BOYFIEEEEEEEE. lol. hahaha with his new jacket.

this is me new look, CHINADOLL is BACK.

yayyyyy, i did not do anything fun todayyy. :D

joyousmerci

2008-07-27T19:23:00.000-07:00

:D i woke up at 7:30 to alert abdul halim to go to work and also to find out that he aint gna go to work. nyahahaha.
i did not do anything fun today. i slept quite early after the rehearsal for some dinner. the rehearsal was okay, until a girl told me ' kau neh nda brapa '. i'm like 'OUCH'. i could bitch about the girl but nah. :D

i want to go school badly. i miss aimiiiiiiiiiiiii :D my goocchhiipping partnaa in kriminasi.
i miss abdul halim.
xx.
rachy

adol. i love

2008-07-25T19:44:00.000-07:00

to doll; good morning and have a great day.
drive safe when you're on your way here.
tell me who's your daddy? :D

i love you, xoxo
si bubu.

Bar-beku

2008-07-25T18:59:00.000-07:00

I just wanna update myself today. LOL. This is due to the fact that I am very forgetfull. :D

Last night, we had steamboat/barbeque with the youths and the bill amounted to $298.65. Crazyy Kannn? The no-taste watermelon juice cost $8. wtfff... might as well i buy my own watermelonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and drink as much as i want. lol- ku-han * cheapskate in mandarin *

We were the slowest yesterday, because we really had hard time frying the chicken, and we keppt on shouting because of the meletup oil. I didnt get to take pictures because we were to busy with the barbeque. 99% of what we ate, is mostly on the barbeque area. Fr. Paul complained that we ate too slow because we didnt finish our food, while the rest are just siitting there and talk about australia. We felt left out tho. :( kesiann. Nvm, nanti we ask them about australia. Yayyy, btw; next WORLD YOUTH DAY is in MADRID, SPAINNNN.!!! HOORAY.

Father Paul is leaving Brunei today for his interview in Phils, i guess. GOOD LUCK! He was so nice to us that he help us do the steamboat. Our chef in action for that night :D. He really forced us to eat all the food we don't know how to eat, like LAMB, the smelly tauhu, lady finger, SQUID, and other necessaries for steamboat. THANKK YOUUU.~

The night ended at about 11pm.

OH BTW; WHO ARE WE? we are rachel, eileen, phel, sharon, desiree and jasmin. :D

will post later if i have the time to. gna surf for design materials and any humor sites.
stay tuned, looney tunes.

Aloha THURSDAY

2008-07-23T22:57:00.000-07:00

So I've been surfing on stuffs that are related to design and a lil bit of culture in it and i've decided to share it with you, readers, if theres any. HEHEHE.

FYI, im jobless, so i am free to advertise foreign blogs that are not based on one's private life. Here are the nominees;

-- http://www.jpbrouard.blogspot.com/
a blog that has lots of fascinating collection of illustration, which is awesomee.!

-- http://www.indie-guest.it/
a web that has to do with indie culture & fashionnn. support indie. fyi, im not askin you guys to be one. just have a look. there's indie crafts innit as well.

-- http://www.moroccanmaryam.typepad.com/
if you love morroco, you'll love this. she is one of the finalist for 2007 weblog awards.

-- http://morewaystowastetime.blogspot.com/
paintings paintings paintings. start a hobby, that is to PAINT.!

-- http://rachelbestblogs.blogspot.com/
typography. for all font lovers, you shall love this. i love TIMES NEW ROMAN. mwah. bold please.

xoxo, enjoyyy.

the sevens that keeps me alive.

2008-07-21T23:06:00.000-07:00

SEVEN

GOD i love the god above for giving me the life that i'm enjoying the most. =)

FAMILY && HAL we've been through so many things, and love each other in the most meanest way and yet, the only way we'll ever learn. you both are my ups and downs. my all.

FRIENDS my sister- chantal, eileen & the eight eggs, you guys are the greatest friends which exclude backstabbing. we did so many things that people are proud of, and let's continue to march to be soldier of god. =D

PHONE it is the only thing that keeps me awake at all timeee.

SHOES shoes shoes shoes, you make me go crazy. but the boyfriend drives me crazy to the max.

MONEY no money no entertainment

MUSIC&DANCING they are my soundtrack to my life.

apparently, i only have 7 instead of ten.
xoxo, rachyxo

aku takkan pergi.

2008-07-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

we're happy to serve you seven days a week =)

hal; the satan, bella no see, teng no talk, rach no hear.

and yes, we were bored last christmas. so we went on a mission that is to take photos at NBT.

one of the most weirdest posts that i took with hal. taken at the doulos ship, i fink. nyahahaha.

jinx. they are my friends for life. my sis, eileen, pepek.

this is for you, baby.

me and my baby sister :) i love you to bits.

this is my mommy. she was asleep.

guess who?

i am bored to the max. needed to upload fotos. :) my weekend was arrite. friends, I and the boyfie went out to perayaan to have dinner. we did nothing but sat at musteh and get blown by the strong fan, and boy, we smeeeelll like all sorts of food that they were cookin that night. my sister was introduced to a korean guy who looks abit anorexic and pale, said hal. I stayed home for almost 3weeks doin nothing but gaining extra weight. I miss my boyfriend. Can't wait to see you, behh.

wait a minute

2008-07-16T18:29:00.000-07:00

i love you behhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!. saya rindu banget sama lo. :(
hal, i love.

rach <3 hal

2008-07-16T18:26:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 8 because lysa wants to go tutong to visit greatgranpa. not confirm yet. im so gna go all cranky if i no cukup tidur this. :S sighhhhhhhhhhhh, i hate the feeling of waking up too early and do nothing.

i wanna go bndr too. watch movies.
muahahahah. evil
and now; i feel like i need to run. but then again, the feeling of laziness has arise. damn. dst ani lagii. okay ta.

sleepy

2008-07-14T01:41:00.000-07:00

i need to sleep. theres nothing exciting today; as my whole day is occupied by sleeping. i hate holidays. most of my friends are having fun di sydney. :( jealous. muahahaha joke'.

gonna send my brother in a bit.. i am super bored. extremely bored.
:(

dear unloved

2008-07-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

this goes to my cousin.

you know who you are; firstly; you dont have to tell our conversation to your parents. fuck you. not every parents can afford to send kids to UNI. let me tell you straight, i am not those typical bruneian whereby i love to have heavy debts in the end i result in the jail for not paying.

i understand my parents aren't able to pay my fees due to the fact that i have siblings that my parents has to attend to unlike you.
we share secrets and you dare leak out those stories. damn, what a fool i must've been.

angry kid that doesnt need you at all.

xoxo, hal

2008-07-13T03:20:00.001-07:00

this is my boy from the hood. :)
we were skinnier back then. :) i want tennis. correction. i want to play tennis.
i love you. (: can't wait.
xoxo

it's been a week or so.

2008-07-13T02:53:00.000-07:00

one; i hate hal's childhood friend. wait. let me emphasize that, I HATE HAL'S CHILDHOOD FRIEND. :D

two; aww, the boyfie is on his way up to bandar. i miss him badly and i dont have any of his latest picture. it's okay. he still is cute!! :) my hotness.

three; ive been a very lazy kid for the past few weeks. i watched hancock. it was awesome.

four; yes azwaaaannnn, i used to be a karate kid, but i is no good in kickin ass now.

five; harlemmm, bought me a bag. :) he is bery bery nice, and is gonna treat me to massage end of this week. YAYYYYY! love youuu.

six; im a very lonely kid. i want cathy to come backkkkk.!

seven; im on a very long holidayy...

eight; hi hazel, this is my update.

nine; my anna sui is hereeeeeeee :D, daddy please buy me anna sui bracelet. *kick ass*

ten; cashless, hopeless, pennylesss, boyfriendfull :)

eleven; i need to control my diet.

twelve; i lose 1kg only. ONLY.

thirteen; i need more ARCHIE COMICS.!

fourteeen; i wana watch hellboy.

fifteen; i love my boyfrienddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. :D

sixteeen; i am miss little sunshine.

seventeen; ngaleh ku sudahh kan bercerita.

xoxo.

weekend to spree.

2008-07-06T07:58:00.000-07:00

omg. lol. tarus tarus, i had a day out to bndr with cathy. meet the boyfriend for a while. we had fun, we had lunch at fun wok restaurant and shopping, not me tho', si cathy.! she'll be flying off to sydney this coming wednesday.

after that, i'd to go back lamunin to meet my greatgrandpa, whose last wish is to ask for a shovel and dig him a gravehole. he was alright!. greatgrandma, was then shouting. ergh, because she's sorta deaf. :D oh btw; to my relatives, pls pls pls, return every money/penny you owe my greatgrandma/pa. such an embarrassment, that things like these happen.
advise: dont act rich when you're not one, cause you're not born to be one.

lastnight, we went back to bkt udal, because my daddyo's mommy had a party, fortunately, gambus went to a halt. THANK YOU. its noiseehh. yeah, my neighbour, who is my grandma/pa, passed away after she/he got her last kiss of death from his/her grandcucu. kesian. never get to see him/her. seriously, felt abit left out but then again, i dont want to be left alone when i die.

i dont have pictures, becauseeeeeeeeeeeee my phone is dead and the ka-me-ra is at hal's place. so :s suckkkyyy. :s

i thought my grandpa how to use a mobil-pon. apparently, he's loving the lock and unlock phone system, which he even thought that if its lock, he wont be able to receive fon-call. cute juwa tuh. lol.

i miss my greatgranpa/ma. you guys are the greatest, cause you're almost a 100yearsold. (:
i love you hal. (: have fun at work.

futuristic

2008-07-04T11:37:00.000-07:00

1. 3 names thats in your mind:
♥ hal; joanne; school
.
2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right now:
♥ erm. why
.
3. three Things you can't live without?
♥ phone&money&sugar
.
4. What's your Fav. cake?
♥ orange bavaroise cake
.
You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY!
.
1. Are you currently in a relationship?
♥ yes.
.
2. Have you ever been given a rose?
♥ no.
.
3. What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
♥ the weddingsinger :D.
.
4. Have you ever been in love?
♥ yes.
.
5. Do you believe that everyone has a
soul-mate?
♥ yesssssssssss.
.
6. What's/Who is your current problem?
♥ hal because he aint sleeping.
.
7. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
♥ no.
.
8. Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationship?
♥ erhh no.
.
9. Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
♥ u mean gay?.
.
10. Do you believe in the statement
"once a cheater always a cheater"?
♥ lol; no.

11. How many kids do you want to have?
♥ non es.
.
12. What is/are your favorite color(s)?
♥ yellow and green.
.
13. Do you believe you only love once?
♥ no, many many many times.
.
14. are you and your ex friends?
♥ few.
.
15. 5 things inside your BAG:
♥ money, coins, lappidelly, pics, phone.
.
16. at what age did you start liking
the opposite sex?
♥ 1.
.
17. what song do u want to be played
at your wedding?
♥ spandau ballet - true
.
18. Do you like anyone right now?
♥ no, because i love this boy..

.

trouble sleeping

2008-07-04T11:13:00.000-07:00

taken on the very first night, I stayed in bandar with hal.

then, we were bored, i was in need to be vain. ta-daa

and again. i was skinny then.

i miss you.

the 5th of July

2008-07-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

-i weigh 60kgs. :D
-hal is sick.
-btw; im so motivated to kill my relatives, that i hate most.
-i had dance tonight; suprise suckers. i cut my fringe.
-the boyfriend is going to interview tmrw. :D yayyyy.
-wish you many luckk luckkk.
-erhh, i went to Marilyn.
-i miss the boyfriend. =(
-i miss my friends. beb is back and someone else too!!
-yayyyy and des is cmg back this wkend. cathy is off to sydney this wednesday.
-zebo is goin back to perth next weekend. i love her to bits. she's hal's aunt from perth.
-mommy and daddyo are goin to sin-cha-poh soon.
-i really want to go to school.

this is my boy saying 'fuck y'all'

so much, that i love this bad ass.

FAIL

2008-06-28T11:13:00.001-07:00

Anyways, was about to tell the whole world that i failed 5units. Theres nothing to be ashamed of. You can talk about it, you can laugh at me. I'm officially college drop-out.

Love you, boyfriend.

Today is the beginning

2008-06-23T00:23:00.000-07:00

juno and muttie, last night.

joanne, one years old.

sharon, joanne, rachel

daddy and jason, xbox360

i miss eileen, <3 Today, i did store cleaning. Daddy and Jason are playing the IFL Fight Night. Mommy is out at the Salon. Both my sisters are sleeping.

Now talking to Maria de Salsa.

loves you- horns.

:) I miss you Micha. Hi Hafiy. Hold on, Here. tadaa, three mosquitoes.

sorry, i pencuri this.

2008-06-22T11:00:00.000-07:00

how are you?

- extremely overslept.

what are you doing?

- talking to muttie's.

what you up to?

- on the phone with muttie and gonna make me 'meegoreng'.

what did you do last night?

- i slept late.

do you love your girlfriend? How much?

- yes, eh very much. ask rae and lysa

who do you miss now?

- HAL//muttie

are you both in the same school?

- no. going to be in the same school.

so you meet him everyday?

- used to :(

why do you love him?

- listen to - maybe i'm amazed.

are you going to miss him if one day he has to go to PERTH for a few months?

- terribly yes, <3. and im gna ask aunty winnie to bring me to PERTH juwa. mana i mo tinggal ler.

any message for him?

- yayy, i lavv you, yes you, hotboy..

does anyone trying to interfere your relationship? any message for them?

- awu, ada. eh kehpoh, mind your own business.

what numbers you like most? why?

- none.

do you have scandal?

- scandal pala utak mu.

did you ever lie your boyfriend?

- alotta, for a good reason.

what colour do you like most?

- colourpull.

where are you at 3.30pm yesterday?

- sleeping.

other than that?

- was on the phone with muttie

what did you do last night at 12pm?

- onlineeee.

what time you off to bed?

- maybe 4am

anything that make you laugh?

- muttie.

do you wish to be with your love one forever?

- i wish yes but i dont know what's coming in the near future. yes, boy, i still love you. jgn risau.

what are the most thing you miss when you are not with her?

- nothing because he's part of me, and i'm part of him. (: im missing you the most.

Maybe I'm Amazed.

2008-06-22T10:20:00.000-07:00

Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Love Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Love You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Pulled Me Out Of Time
And Hung Me On A Line
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl
Who's In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn't Really Understand

Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe You're The Only Man
Who Could Ever Help Me
Baby Won't You Help Me Understand

~ i'm still amaze to this very day, <3

Our love lives.

2008-06-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

look doll, i usai-ed my blog. i'm not wasting time anymore. i miss you. ada surprise? hehehe.
iloveyou,hotboy .xx

rae and chel. she's the angel, im the evil twin. lavvss youu.

:'( i miss lysa too. bring me goodies. please. ko lawa.

i miss rae. she loves crack. she loves crack.

i miss my muttpop. our happy times. :(

dear blog, im bored. i wasted all my time doing nothing but sleep and eat, and well, sleep. ARCHIE KU HABISS. i love layout. what do ya guys think? lawa kan? hahahaha. baby, i miss you. rae, yes i miss you too. and hi craig. miss you too lysa.

i miss you lot. :'( im not doin well.

Holida Jingles

2008-06-14T07:23:00.000-07:00

Holiday Holiday Holiday *jingles*

Watched kungfu panda for the second time. Had a great time with the siblings and lil cousins. Im missing lysa at the moment. Cant wait for her to get her lil ass back here. Gna pamper ourselves at the Spa. And waste money. No Paris Hilton Shit. Wasnt able to catch up with her the last time that skinny was here. She owes me shoes and perfumeee!. Anna sui lav :)

Wasnt able to see abdul halim today. :( I misses you. Arvy's butt is gna leave the town in 2weeks.
Im gonna miss you. No more bimbo talk anymore// and THRILLVILLE. hehehe.

I miss vicki and the siblings. I do need to exercise, and get the batang lidi look. :) && *pouts*
HOTNESS.! It's been a while since the last time i go back to my house. *eeeps*

Nothing much fun today, practically, bestfriend is leaving tomorrow. I'm gna erghhh, sleep and find a suitable job for the holidays.

Loves you, harlem.
Jessica, i miss you too.
The rest, HI PLASTICS. *mwah*

iTouch

2008-06-10T08:25:00.001-07:00

iTouch by muttpop.

Camera. <3

2008-06-10T08:08:00.000-07:00

my hairdresser for the night.

FYI; no fotoshop needed.

Help Me.!

when fashion goes wrong

2008-06-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

me// rachey..

We are your friends

2008-06-07T09:58:00.000-07:00

a city that sleeps, color coordinates.
- Muttpop
listening to - We are your friends - Justice

love is worth the pain

2008-06-07T09:47:00.000-07:00

Holiday, cant wait for holiday. Shit.

I miss hal. Now listening to boy george. (: Hot~!
Cut his hair last night. Aunty winnie say not nice, look like punk. :( a zero centimetre to winning her heart. I love her, nonetheless. She's the sweetest. Aunty winnie dont marah me because i cut halim;s hair like that.

Yayy, tomorrow Vespa Meet, panas tuh eh. :)

rach says:
Can u bring me arnd in vespa kah?
hal says:
but i wanna cut hair
hal says:
ahahaha
rach says:
or do i need a license to sit on a vespa too?
hal says:
can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hal says:
hahhaha no!
rach says:
but i scared.
rach says:
AHAHAHHAAHA

im so egg. boyfriend, aku sayang eh.

Seasonal Sickness - IMJ

2008-06-04T05:02:00.001-07:00

Jessica, this is for you. You owe me choc mousse, && soup. :D

I miss jessica to bits, she's my bestfriend from DK. not danity kane, dumbass. She's fun to hangout with. I still remember she loves CHICKEN RICE && Soya Bean. Yess???!!

I have small size boobs compared to hers. Inappropriate content. :D

Btw; im with harlem at Yappy! Oh guess what, Smoking is banned in BRUNEI. :D

IMJ- imissjessica

FAT troubles.

2008-05-31T07:03:00.000-07:00

Well, hello there.

As usual, im a part time pervert, so i perved through few blogs. I came across a design, which i find it not fascinating or nothing amaze about it. Im such a mean person, i could say alot but nah. :)

My day went well, a lazy day. I didnt sleep in the afternoon, because i was too busy revising and watching Ugly Betty & One Tree Hill. Daniel Meade is very the hotness *arrrrr* :) watch Ugly Betty to know more in detail about Daniel Meade.

I went out for a cuppa with my favourite person in the world. We had a beef lasagna, mushroom cream soup, iced choklit&& flat white. Love you to bits.

IM FAT. :)

dedicated to you.

2008-05-30T07:43:00.000-07:00

seeing you everyday makes me happy. we've been through thick and thin. here we are, still fightin for each other and at the same time, having unnecessary fights.

it was day four, when i noticed the lil sparks. it ain't chemistry, love. it's you, hal. you made me feel at ease. nevermind, the past. i remember every single lil tiny detail we did that day. :D
*nothing dirtaaayy, l&d*

gawwwd, i must be crazy for chasing you down, like a psycho. &again, nevermind the other psycho one who took my bag away :(

11mths, baby. 11mths.

i love you, bums. i love your xylophone, your lame jokes, your car*vroooooooooooooooooom*, you, your t-shirt, your food, your most comfy stinky crib, our baby cats, your advice, our fights, and most importantly, i love you the most.

p/s: don't komplen komplen again okay. :D
you owe me a pair of prada heels.

If you're a girl, then you are ALEXANDER MCQUEEN

2008-05-29T00:36:00.000-07:00

lovely? want one?

$1030.- Alexander McQueen

Yellow is my sunshine

2008-05-29T00:16:00.001-07:00

YELLOW

Here is the yellow dresses collection from

http://www.hipgirlie.com/2008/01/15/2008-fashion-trend-yellow-dresses/

katemoss@topshop.

proudly to present you

TOPSHOP Summer Collection

as you can see kate moss used to be anonymous,

hello world, look at her fabs photos.

it's A-MUST-HAVE-Summer-Dresses!!

The abode of peace

2008-05-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

It's very ergh, how shall i say this, nerve wrecking day, grouchy, moody and one hell of a mad day. Halim is asleep. Bella and i bumm around in the house. It's like 40 degrees cels outside, damn. Had katok rice for lunch, sad but fulfilling.

I had exam today. It's okay. Well lets cross fingers and hope for the best.

I want to buy something, something is telling me to buy a pair of heels or a t-shirt again. I had sleepless nights, not. :D Maybe bowling tonight? Or let's just bumm around the house like the usuals. It's only 1:43noon.

Oh btw; MICHA is back in town. :D cant wait to see that chica. i miss you to bits.

damn, the blog takes sucha long time to attach picture. :/

Hal Lavv.

2008-05-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

The boyfriend is abdool haleem bin husseen. He is my papi. My lavv. My mentor. The boyfriend. The anger. The laughter. The sky. Whatever he is, he is the love that shines throughout those rainy days.

He is my brain, and im his laughter. I believe he agree with that statement because he thinks much more than i do. All i do is play play, main main and piss my man. :) He still loves me.

He does. Try askin him. Im not a princess. Im his half. Baby, wanna go to perth? Shall we?

Muchos lavv.

CS Test

2008-05-16T22:06:00.001-07:00

Shit. 1:05pm

Shit Happens.

bah udah !!!

Sunshine in the rainy days.

2008-05-16T21:58:00.000-07:00

Well gbob is trying to type something into the post right here and all i do is just push his hand away from the keyboard. Too much of a disturbance. :) right, gbob? *smiless*

It has been raining almost every single day. Now I can hear juddin screaming alone playing WINNING ELEVEN. With all the "WAHLAU EH" AND "MUAHAHAHAHA". Mel is so busy with her tudung. Tammy staring at the wall for no reason. Im bored.

I love you, hal.

At Nuar's Crib

2008-05-16T21:50:00.001-07:00

Im telling you, i miss you alot. I miss you to the extend that i have to see you after test. Im bumming and cramping my lil peanut size brain. I wish that i could have this gagdet where it saves what i've learned for the day.

I miss hal. He's still asleep though. The boyfriend that i couldn't resist.
Im with tammy, gbob, mel, judddin and nafi. Supposed to be changing and go straight to school for a test. Dammn.

Wish me luck.

I miss you terribly.

Oui.

Gossips

2008-05-06T10:44:00.000-07:00

More To Come..

Status; In Hiatus

The Beauty& That 'Geek'

2008-04-11T22:36:00.000-07:00

Beauty.

Dictionary Definition: that quality of assemblage of qualities which gives the eye or the other senses intense pleasure.

Public's definition: I'M SUPERR HOTT! sizzling hott. *fuck your sense in beauty*

Geek.

Definition: To identify oneself as a "geek" indicates a recognition that most people still consider programming computers to be a bizarre act, along with a certain fierce satisfaction in being very good at their inglorious profession.

Better definition of 'geek': An outwardly normal person who has taken the time to learn technical skills. Geeks have as normal a social life as anyone, and usually the only way to tell if someone is a geek is if they inform you of their skills.

Public's definition: Euww. Ugly glasses, retainers, scruffy hair, fugly clothes and teeth. Just simply euww.

Beauty dating a geek. Do you see a problem in there?

Somehow, it's 80% a NO-NO and 20% a big happy yes.

................ Technical ...... SocialTitle

............ Skills ......... Skills

---------- ---------------- ------------

Normie ......... No ............. Yes

Geek ........... Yes ........... Yes

Nerd ............ Yes ........... No

Dork ............ No .............. No

dating a geek is not a problem, well maybe they do have minor hygiene problems. we could help them based on our beauty knowlegde, that's one reason for our 'FEMALE' existence. why hide your fashion tips from the guys when you could exchange ideas on fashion with your girlfriends for hours?

im dating a geek. a very adorable geek.

you can't change a geek's behavior, but you can change him physically. once a geek, always a geek.

i can tell you why it's worth it to date GEEKS.

one. they are super romantic guys. they'll do anything or buy you anything just to brighten your days. they may even give you the sun so your name is sunshine. geeks are your suprises unlike selfish school popular jocks. you fucking know these selfishes's intentions. they just wana fuck you and say goodbye in the A.M.

two. geeks are in tech-savvy world. think outside the box, they may build a laptop and name the laptop after your name. (: you should be grateful, ladies. geeks will create a website to commemorate his love for you. guess what, you can show off to your bitchy ass girlfriends.

three. intelligence. i bet every girls want intelligence cells planted in their boyfriends.

four. if he has a retainer, don't feed him cheese or anything sticky.

five. if he has ugly eyes, compliment him. he'll think the opposite. damn, a compliment from a hawt sizzling lady.

six. he has a big heart filled with worms.

seven. they'll do your homeworks and pass your grades.

eight. they don't flirt because they don't know how to flirt. so you don't have to lock him down because he is forever yours.

nine. they are not possessive. they satisfy you. trust me. they have at least more than 10 sex bibles.

last but not least. they fucking trust you. don't crush their hearts coz' they can crush you barrellion times than what you did to them.

awfully yours.